
the internet is our eyes to the world… that is what i describe it… well if your an IT inclined individual then you have no access to the internet in your home.. better change your profession now! fast! ehhehe.. no offense but now I sense no need for an internet connection. hehehe I dont know why… but as I open a browser here in an internet cafe. only one thing comes into my mind, ”open my gmail”… after seing that there are no new mails coming in, well… the next url to type in the addess bar is far more difficult than I ever imagined.. how could I be less interested in reading IT news.. I better start subscribing to that noissance newsletter they’re recommending me.. anyways gmail can sort all them all up and add them to the spam folder.. ahhihiih What am I a programmer? or an adolesence punk whose interests is on putting much stress on my brain, thingking of things that can make myself less important.. like for example..hmmmm here and now? why the hell am I blogging worthless information here… which no one will ever appreciate eventually… maybe I am just feeding my hungry soul… because I know I am still locked on Davy Jones’ Locker… and me gots no key to find my own way out….





why do we ever feel that we are trapped in a world that we cannot escape?
probably because it is reality. we cannot escape whatever things that are bound to happen. we feel the need to escape to some other world where there is more freedom and solace but that world is beyond our reach now, don’t you think?
because each time we try to hide and escape from what we dread most, we realize that the only way out is to too face our own demons (whatever forms they may be)… and when we do, that’s the only time we can truly say that we are free,,,
gets?!
By: meowmeow on June 5, 2007
at 5:30 pm