goodbyes…. its a painful thought….
to obtain immunity from it is impossible….
when all you think was perfect ain’t just f***ng true all the times….
maybe i just need that spark they called love….
its quite painful to know that dreams are just dreams…
dreams equals reality is plain bulls***t….

and what do really matters now?
when everything I said and done is all just a hoax….
to make it better than it was? is just so deceiving…
can i blame myself with all the things that are happening to me right now?
or a plain straight up answer would just come in with a simple hello…. or with a gorgeous a smile…

I can’t miss anything right now…
I must stick to plain facts…..
I can’t afford to miss anybody that much anymore…
in the end it will end with a tragedy….
missing a single bit of info gives me false hopes…
I would rather prepare to hear someone else calling me my true name….
did it all yet got nothing at all…